Blog is open again

But i deleted all my old posts.

Took almost an hour.

Reasons why i locked my blog to everyone... i just needed to get away from everything. Seeing as that failed:

Reasons why i reopened and deleted everything... Need to get over myself, need to change things. I let go of myself and my past too easily, as well as take things for granted and toss them aside (see many posts of my dad's death are now deleted). I need to change some things and get back to a good footing. Get to a point where I'm actually ok... no, more than ok, with myself and everyone else. I'm at a rough point in my life and I wanna do something about it. I can't keep going on like this.

So a fresh start, in a way. Let's see how this goes.